To be honest...

I don't think I can ever fall out of love with someone.

I have 16 MSN archives with one of the most special people in my life. We're currently working on our 17th one.

I'm listening to an Indian wedding song while writing this, and it's quite cinematic.




I like shaving every 1.5 weeks as I feel that's when I got the optimal shave in, but I do it more regularly because I try to be smooth for the boy I'm seeing. It never works out well, my timing's always off and I get major razor bumps.

I write letters to people that I never send. Sometimes I keep them, or save the email drafts, but a lot of the time I'll just delete them because it feels stupid.

I'll always answer the phone with a "Hello?" even if I have caller ID and know who's calling me because I feel it preserves the surprise of the moment. Anyone could be on the other side. This also pisses some of my friends off and it humours me.

I drink chocolate milk straight out of the bottle.

I like laying back in bed and just leaving my arm up in the air. I don't know why. I just do it and don't realise it's weird until I do it in front of somebody else.

I chew on my headphone wires a lot.

I have to do a poster and I can't focus on it.

I often look at my reflection in windows while I pass because the person that I see reflected looks very unfamiliar so much of the time.

I'm considering swimming again. Without a t-shirt.

The dearest things to me on my computer are my music, poetry, and conversation logs.

I think I can sing in harmony, but I can't. But maybe I can.

I hate feeling stupid.

Not having a car gives me anxiety because it's humiliating. Of course, that makes me sound like a spoiled little princess.

I am loved.