You got engaged
and it came as a shock to my system
even though I fell out of love first.
The thought of you planning a wedding
with someone else and not me took a while
to sink in,
I still wonder if it is me you are visualizing
in that ivory gown,
walking toward you, you
you and only you.
I told you I didn't love you anymore
and that is true,
but still that came as a shock to my system
to know that maybe you loved her too
despite what you told me.
I guess somewhere in my heart of hearts
I'll always wonder what it would be like
to have known life with you.
Alas alternate realities do not coincide with mine
so I'll let it go until you tell me more,
Congratulations,
she'll make a beautiful bride,
I hope you have a happy life.